Home for now.
I’ve left the island behind, and the brilliant time I had on it. I’ve returned to Beijing, where it is cold, raining and miserable. I’m back to the status quo; work, gym, drink, cope. Repeat.
Its home for now. But I’m beginning to see how this cycle, this chasing my tail endlessly and passing out from the effort, is beginning to fray me at the edges. There are too many incredible people I want in my life that aren’t here. And I’m finding it harder and harder to be apart.